Life can be so wonderful, and yet so terrible. I just found out yesterday that I indeed do not have cancer. Its quite a relief but also somewhat of a pain. This means more doctors, more tests, and more side affects I have to deal with. Oh well thats Life.

Speaking of Life, Kevin and I broke up today. Im single. Its kinda sad, but I guess I feel the same way he does, in the sense that we make better friends then anything else. Im somewhat worried that word of Brian somehow reached him. I dont know how it would of tho.

After school Sanjeev gave me a ride home. I had forgotten how much I enjoy his company. Although at times I think he thinks Im a freak, but whatever. He's a really funny guy. Good times with that guy, good times.

Then my mom and I went to see the family friends, she had surgery tomorrow. Her father is having tests done tomorrow, and her aunt just found out that she has cancer in its 4th stage. Life is sorta falling apart for them. They are taking it remarkably well. God Bless this family.

The Lord is an intresting topic for me. I believe and dont at the same time but we wont get into that.

You ever fell like your love is some where out there and you'll never meet them? I know the feeling.

-+- Can you see these tears I cry-+-